i'm back and.. i just had to laugh at the ridiculousness of my past posts! oh life, you've been quite interesting. in an effort to start writing again.. here's a new post, yay:

Unscramble my words
   Untangle my actions
      So much inside
          aching to get out


If they only knew
thoughts whir
Everything’s blurred
I wish I had a better grasp of these words
   They escape me

 So hard to penetrate this dusty soul
    It gave up on love years ago
         Now we just go through the motions
 Mimicking
 what’s supposed to be

 But don’t feel a thing